Thursday, 24 August 2017

Treacle Thoughts.




Note to self; don't post images before writing something as it makes it hard to write anything afterwards.....




More random old stuff.

My aim is to clear the archive, well, apart from the really, truly awful crap, and then concentrate, with a clearer mind, hopefully, on contemporary......not that that is going especially well, but it gives me something solid to aim for.....afterwards.






































I had such high hopes for sorting things out, and have had for my entire adult life. Small steps I think, is the way forward, as I am really not dealing with anything terribly well right now.

Still, as per the post, the archive will be cleared eventually, so then I will have to revert to the hand-written stuff, and the contemporary.... 

Good night......

Wednesday, 23 August 2017

More House-Keeping

My "poetry" folder is comprised of various file-types, from Word Docs, to Open Office stuff, and a heck of lot of JPEGs...

Here are a few more.....
























 These are pretty much all over 20 years old....but it seems, rather sadly, that I am actually the same person. I thought, and hoped, that I had grown, and got stronger, but no, I am so afraid of doing, or saying the "wrong thing" that I am just getting older, not developing at all.....

Shit. Where on earth did it all go so wrong?

This is me trying to analyse myself, but as I have never managed that before, why would it work out now?




Night......

Tuesday, 22 August 2017

Some Random "House-Keeping"

Over the years, like since I thought this stuff was worth keeping, and trying to do something with...I initially kept all the hand-written stuff. The I typed it up, on an old Sharp word-processor.....people today might not even believe that there were hybrid machines that were part type-writer, and part (extremely basic) computer....but, believe me, there were. You could even use the old style 3 1/2 inch disks to save your stuff....(It's another story, but eventually I found a way for a contemporary machine to access such files, but, boy oh boy was it a long and eventually time-consuming thing to do......? YES!

To cut a long story short, as nobody is that interested anyway.....I ended up with a hard drive full of scans of hand-typed stuff, ("Full" is a total exaggeration as the files turned out to be tiny in the world we live in now, but still....) I have interspersed some scans along the way with other material, but now just want to crack on and get them out there, or archived through sheer embarrassment......


This post will be totally random as, like before, there is no agenda, but this time it's more a matter of just ticking boxes and doing it alphabetically.....

Forgive the weaker ones......























I apologise in advance as there will be more random posts like this in the not too distant future....I keep on putting things off, but when your life goes to hell, ticking things off your list is a bloody good way of dealing with stuff, or rather not dealing with stuff........



Take care people. Having visited one of God's "Waiting Rooms" this afternoon, to see one of my customers, I think that Loki really did take over the whole thing, otherwise, this world is fabulous and shit at the same time........

Go figure.