Thursday's Child

 

Metal

Everything's made of metal,

Except wood, and that's metal too,

And me, my heart, my mind,

And you.

Chocolate metal sculptures in the love letters,

Sent abroad,

And metal scented perfume, in a room long ignored.

Metal food for metal patients,

Metal plates, and tables,

Metal trees and grass and birds,

Sharp edged meanings to your double words,

In metal conversations, clean, precisely oiled,

And metal emotion feeling thoughts.

Kept neat, in rows long spoiled.

Spring joints, steel backed, and wrought,

In iron skilled delivery.

From metal mouth to my metal ears.

As the flecks of friendly corrosion creep,

To eat at all our edges,

And me, my heart, my mind,

And nothing really rusts in here.

Yet, this sculpture ages, blind,

And rusts, crunching through to meaning.

Mild Winter.

It's been another strange mild winter

No real hints of global anything,

No spirit of predictable snowfalling mulled wines,

But a dalliance with the Eroticon,

A deviance from the usual stuff,

Street dance at the one midnight that counts,

And a painful life pattern inflicted on your ma,

Why not, when you're young and free ?

Why not winter with a warm idea,

A body of someone else's dreams ?

A pictorial expression that laughs still,

And bleeds, and cries, and dreams,

And hurts, and worries, and sings, and...

Another strange winter has come and is here,

A period of your journey, for change.

Not fundamental map-reading behaviour,

But a dalliance with the sensual,

Continued street dance indoors.

No real hints of global anything.

No, you're all quite right, as usual,

It's been another strange, mild winter.

 

Million-Eyes.


Those million crystal-eyes
Aflame, aflame.

I wallow in your deepness,
A whale-calf to your warmth,
Unbelievable completeness,
I am swimming in your love.

Now the evening slumbers with a grey cool,
Slipping away as the night trundles in.
Just for your delight, I play the kings-fool,
Maybe tell a joke, dance and sing.

But those deep million eyes,
Burn on and on.

I am blinded again, and stumble into your arms,
Into arms that enfold my trembling.
Steadying my hopeless questing,
A mirrored glimpse of loves now gone.

You all have those eyes,
Part of the whole,
a piece of the one,
Why do you all have those eyes ?

This drowning is so believable,
I close my eyes, now useless,
And cling to the lifeline thus thrown,
Forget myself, just be us.

If I tried hard I could concentrate,
But those mesmer eyes,
Those eyes, those eyes, aflame,
Those million crystals in space,

I am swimming in this love,
Why do you all have to have,
Those same eyes ?

Blackthorn Blossom

 

Moments

Have to admit,

To a lot of things,

Hate to, some of them.

But, adding tap-water,

To your cognac,

Was one of those moments where hindsight,

Would get the upper hand,

Cloudy, fizzy, with head.

Hate to admit,

Have to "get" a lot of things,

Have to, well, some of them...

Moral.

Down the streets runs a man,

He's very hot and tired,

In his hand there is a gun,

A gun he nearly fired,

In the bank there was a man,

With guts enough to press the bell,

Instead of shooting the thief just ran.

Ran ? He ran like hell.

"I'll not do that again" he thinks,

As he dodges down an alley,

"That man was brave, and I.."

"I just feel a wally."

"That's far enough my son"

A voice came from behind,

He span round to the silhouette,

The sun it made him blind,

He began to raise his hands,

When a copper he recognised,

Pulled the trigger of his gun,

Bullet between the eyes.

"But sarge, he was giving up..."

"Son, that may well be true"

"But if he took a shot at us,

Who would it hit ? Me, not you."

And so let's leave them to clear up,

For another day.

And the moral of this little tale ?

"Crime, it doesn't pay...!"

 

More.

You drew my attention

Like an artist.

Then, shook my hand

Better than booze.

I tried to read your thoughts,

Surely a misprint.

The passing comment,

Got passed on.

Like there's no tomorrow,

There was no tomorrow.

I thought I saw what you were getting at,

And got at it first.

The hollow words

Echoed.

I presented the facts as they are,

You said "Thank you for the present."

I tried to build on our love,

But the mortar was poor.

You caught my mood,

And threw it back.

"It was all so run of the mill,"

You said, at a sprint.

I suppose I got a clearer picture,

Than the messy impressionist.

"Its all in the future tense,

So just relax."

I looked your way,

But it hurt my eyes.

 

Rose Dawn.

As this rose dawn picks out misty dreams,

Where times are trapped, and dipped in streams,

Again we stride through new verdant lanes,

Remembering things to come, like old steam trains.

Enfolding and enshrouding me with your withered loves,

Choking off mistaken ventures in forgotten groves,

Brings new birth to old ideas of fish and loaves,

And paddling clear seas in these ancient coves.

Bestir the intentions we had when looking deep,

Before grips and ties were severed in hazy sleep,

Brings clarity of memory, you begin to make the leap,

To step towards the edge, not recoil like sheep.

Sun streams swords cut swathes through skies,

Revealing where your lost pig now flies,

Dives, stops, whips back and serenely tries,

To see the golden truth in these leaden years.

Spring.....

Some right dodgy folk in the local woods..... David Mayne
               more David......

Faceache page........

Unassuming and genuinely nice bloke. Love what I've seen of his work, and as a person.....

Holme Moss mast, must be so over-photographed by visitors and locals alike.........!

The "Monkey Nick" or Ramsden Clough as it's officially known.....

Something to do with an Oran-Utan that escaped from a visiting circus many many moons ago, and surviving in the wild for a good spell before being found and, well, who knows whether it was recaptured or whatever....? Can't find a definitive version of the story, so it could just be apocryphal.....but I like to think it has some ring of truth......
 

Not enough to make a murder....

The Funniest....

The funniest, huh, thing is that my love for you

has only increased

While my hatred of me matches, pace for pace,

Crazy, isn't it ?

When all I tried to do, was the Right Thing.

You thanked me for amongst

Other things that some might be true

But flattery and love and things

For being what you see as (tender)/cruel

I am, but when you feel the cold wet

Dry stone wall and grass upon your back

And can't hear for the choral wind

Not feel the hail upon your breast

Nor feel rain nor snow nor aught but

The boiling of blood within lilied acres

Narrow and taut, sculpted divine

And fine and electrical, with need

And the bending of joints, the slapping of skin

The aching of exposed senses and hard ground

And stones and earth and the pounding

The pounding of pelvic bones, making music, making history.

 

Utterly Free Again.

Woman with clear vision,

Glass window to a honeyed tongue,

And scent of curtain smoky moments,

With bloodied sheets and bruised lips,

And a tug of lust is gone,

To the bed in the sky.

Oh you passionate bitch

How I hated you,

Loved us, but not you.

Now we are both utterly free again,

Neither tied to each other by string,

Or rope or hope or belonging,

As we race while drifting,

Away and towards it,

Sailing to a forgotten kiss

On a leaf of thyme or sex,

With poor turning to moderate later.

Then the new adventure brings old memory,

As telephone numbers are treated like gold,

And I still think of your wine,

Your parasite, or was it symbiote nature ?

And how relaxed it all seemed so tense,

And how we buzzed round to nothing,

With jaspers of desperate need,

And locks of your hair,

But I still try harder to forget.

 

The Hounds.


The hounds of hell,
Know me by name,
A soul to sell ?
A rule-less game ?

A backward clock-face,
Tells me you're here,
Dressed in lace,
A groundless fear.

Come be my little devil,
Mischief in your mind,
We're on the level,
New means to unwind.

The hounds of hell,
Are running free,
A vicious smell,
Bitchy tree.

I know this pack,
Like I know you,
Tearful comeback,
With eyes-blue.

 

Storm.

A traveling band of thinkers,

Rest outside the inn.

Among them are two tinkers

Who list you as their kin.

Long lost cousins, or some such,

I don't know, they didn't say.

I wouldn't dare to ask so much,

But please cast your glance their way.

A story of forgotten lands,

Bold words of deeds they've done,

Of fiercesome journeys on burning sands,

And of mysteries lost and won.

Be witness to battles they've seen,

Or to soothsayers who told them all,

Great divinations in clouds of steam,

In some haunted, shady hall.

The first one tells of wisdom deep,

Discovered in a southern place,

Of how dream journeys in your sleep,

Leave their tracks across your face.

The second is a quiet man,

With eyes that can cut steel,

He said they'll help us if they can,

To re-invent the wheel.

Bewilderment opens in your words,

You're not sure of what to say,

Glancing skywards, at the birds,

"We don't have to leave today."

But we leave the travellers for a while,

To digest the things they've said.

I think I can remember how you smile,

But now you careful-tread.

Within the rest-house we sit and talk,

The travelers wait without,

Should we join them in their walk ?

Your mind is full of doubt.

I now know I must leave you,

To follow your own fate,

I think the tinkers will go too,

We've made them over-wait.

But as I reach the hill-top,

I turn round and look back,

Above the idyllic village top,

A heavy storm is hanging black.

A portent of a darkly time,

When great tasks are performed,

This heavy pressured heated clime,

Is it more than just a storm ?

Below the tumult cloud, the little inn,

Where some travelers are banded round,

Perhaps the start of an erratum thing,

Their eyes are on the ground.

I try not to watch as you step out,

But can't help to see you go.

Above the wind I cannot shout,

"At least your feelings show !"

The travelers exit, to stage right,

You step left and walk alone.

My bitter knowledge at the sight,

(A thing to which I'm prone.)

This day was long and strange,

Meeting new chances, face-to-face,

Now northwards with haste I range,

Back up to my old home base.

We may come across those traveling-men,

Unexpectedly, as if by fate,

And I'd bet they'd remember when,

You advised them not to wait.

The tinkers knew you'd not be swayed,

And waited just the same,

But experience and the plans they laid

Still drew you in their game.

Roughly 10 years ago someone who traded on eBay as Alia-something-something "stole" loads of my Dad's publicly available photos, and farmed them out to her team of "artists" who re-painted them as "originals"....... yes, that really is me, circa 93/4 at Christmas time walking hounds to the meet.....

Sadly, or not, I actually quite like it.......






The actual picture......



Anyway, got a few more off-loaded, so there's that........

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