Cloudy satellite
Fifty million million
million years ago, give or take
You shot your love out
into my cosmos…
Comet-like, but faster,
harder
Encompassing.
Enthralling & scary
too.
My sub-cold/beyond icy,
satellite picks up vague sub-space whispers a million billion
Years
Lives later.
Barefoot, with
dressing-gown & tobacco
I watch the pulses of
your love
Permanent &
irrevocable
Through a slightly
cloudy & hazy winter’s late evening,
With whisky.
With deep longing &
a strange numb left arm feeling, non-feeling, that
It all should be
evolutionary, and in a lovely starlit, cloudy way
It’s faster and
harder than the chromium shell of my vague but sincere satellite.
Out of whisky, out of
tobacco, but never ever out of my love for you.
It's late July, this is still not going to become a personal blog, as such, though everything in it is I suppose technically "personal" seeing as how I snapped, wrote, or created the overwhelming majority of it.
I closed it down, more than once, as my musings and imagination from decades ago rang true contemporarily, as it were, or perhaps better to say contemporaneously, I don't know if that makes more sense..... I made the decision, which I now am going to doubt, that I would politely explain, and be open about everything, and that poetry, and creative writing, as such, came from a mixture of pure imagination, some reality, and dreams, and whiffs of fantasy, nightmares, and not necessarily based on real people, just amalgums of both real and dreams....
If someone can look at a painting, or sculpture, or listen to an orchestral piece, (or to be honest, a punk, heavy metal, acid-jazz, industrial, techno, acid, or even light-pop...etc for that matter) and imagine the world the artist creates, and of course, see some truth in it, they manage not to get confused over the aim of that stand-alone piece......surely?
Those infamous Sunflowers needed wires to stand up to be painted......really, nothing is real.
Rose Petals Mean
Sincerity.
Manic moment passing
fancy,
Fanciful idyll and
bee-swarm stress,
Momentous duress
Caress,
Undress.
Press your love in my
heart,
Wring out doubt and
halo light,
Take new delight,
Flight,
Kite.
Maniacal debacle throws
scorn down,
Littered in this hollow
rugged box-cube,
Where love exhudes,
Hollow moods,
Broods.
Deep down dawn of
loving eye,
Flutters about this
dreamed return,
Where lights burn,
We learn,
Yearn.
To have and to hold and
embrace within,
Two as one meld and
weld this boon,
Betroth the moon,
None too soon,
Strewn.
"Our Yahoo Us"
Our Yahoo
us “where Twelve tracks monkeys monkeys monkeys
Arts
Thermo monkeys mangy mangy man jinked jinked count
Charlie
Binn journal angel wings
Bike
Minoru McGuinness NIC his unique hairs fabulous arts
But takes
but took us
Vendors
liggin neck in new York. Making it.
Fairview
less Fairview yes by the U.S.
Politics
Straight
Us
Carefully
Carefully
Us
Known
Map
Arts
Gary Jerry’s
Jim Binn from King twilight you 9,100 open air base (into training
Then
backing Betty’s
Becky
Kind
Of
Nikki Mack
a new
Again
Magic
Mouse
Minus minus might be more wary where wall The
eight Category N. bloomin
There is a
N.
Will
28 Iran
to
downright
Down
And
if you are not making any then
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{How mad is that? one of my early attempts with speech recognition, on a computer I don't even own anymore.....If it's late enough, and you read it aloud, in an Irish accent, perhaps, then it kind of leaves some sort of poetic impression in the air.....
....so I kept it....! }
An old gate-post, the walls long gone, but I thought it might have been something even older, and a sign that Yorkshire folk took their version of a really old religion onto the high seas a thousand years before Cook.........and well, fill the gaps in yourself.....
Selected Views.
No time
No doubt
Dense mist descends
Befriends
Lends
Cosy sense of security
Purity
Erasing world views
To pews
Of oaken-seated
Gothic splendour
And vendor
Of christian dreams of
Eden
And faint
Musty
Old stone
Church smell
Mingles with
Damp moss
No time
No doubt
No time to try
To see
Without vision
Derision of sense
By
Withholding views.
Always a few early ones.......best leave them to flourish..... This reality isn't anything I want to cling onto right now either way.
I haven't quite closed my FB thing, though only scan it briefly now, and have deleted it from my phone, as it was getting addictive, and upsetting, and depressing. For a couple of weeks now though, I have been this close to just deactivating my account for some proper breathing space. My internal conversations would have made a radio play.........
I am border-line with this blog too, but it's still sort of going, for now......
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